Who moved my Cheese...

Well, got the bad news after my CA1 presentation yesterday. My immediate supervisor is going back to China for good. My project direction will have to be changed, probably back to where I first started. Not a good news, considering that CA2 is like 6-7 weeks away, and I doubt the NUS examiners will empathesize with my situation. I guess I will just have to work doubly hard for the coming days ahead , and that also mean that i will have to sacrifice the other committments that i have taken up during the time when i thought everything was going fine.

I have mentioned in my previous post that my immediate supervisor is a nice guy.He is always willing to teach and guide me whenever i am in doubt. Now this post a great problem, as i already had an idea of what a good supervisor is like, and is likely to compare him with my next supervisor. I really hope my next supervisor is also one who is willing to help, and provide a good discussion. Everyone who have worked with me will know that i absorb and analyse information better through auditory means. Thus a good discussion will really be important for me to understand whats going on in the literature review.. haiz... Guess i will really have to try and build a rapport with my new supervisor.

I guess i also wont be touching on the synthesis of the nanoparticles anymore, but will focus more on simulating the capillary forces between the particles. hmm.. meaning i wont be fabricating the particles anymore, but trying to understand properties based on computer generated data. hmm.. for now, the feeling is like i was supposed to sit in the front row to watch a live magic show, but now will have to make do with just watching the plasma tv. disappointing leh..

Well , maybe this change will be for the better? I dunno... what i know from past experiences are that I am constantly met with unexpected abrupt changes (pple had nicknamed me the SSK *super sui kia*), but at the end of the day, i will be able to see the beautiful side of it, and in fact enjoy the changes... hmm.. maybe this is another such episode?

Well, i'm just bitching about having to make sudden changes, which somehow disrupt my short term plans... I am alright really, so pple please dont worry about me. I'm really fine..